Relapse

[00:23.79] I could sit and watch in silence as the space grows in between
[00:29.56] Returns me to a grim serenity
[00:34.19] But every breath I breathe I crave it the solemn slow surrender
[00:40.34] The bitter pill to medicate me, sedate me
[00:45.59] But the days are getting longer
[00:48.37] I can feel it slip away (feel it slip away)
[00:51.28] The poison in my head's become the poison in my veins
[00:56.98] Wake me when it's over
[00:59.31] I'm dying to believe (dying to believe)
[01:02.43] I've never felt as lonely as I do when you're here with me
[01:08.37] The vultures hover, persistent disease
[01:13.66] Nine circles deep, we try to sleep, eyes opened wide in disbelief
[01:22.06] I'm nothing more than a sedentary waste of space and air
[01:30.31] A disappointment to myself, to you and everybody else
[01:35.94] Too strung out to ever face
[01:38.82] How I long to fucking leave this place
[01:46.67] I know you'll be there beside me
[01:50.71] If I could tear down the walls between us
[01:57.45] Tear down the walls between us
[02:04.08] There could be something here to hold
[02:08.03] Something that's worth salvaging that I could not let go
[02:13.19] I know this chemical delay
[02:19.35] Can't be the only thing that brings me clarity
[02:23.66] But the days are getting longer
[02:26.41] I can feel it slip away (feel it slip away)
[02:29.68] The poison in my head's become the poison in my veins
[02:35.27] Wake me when it's over
[02:37.80] I'm dying to believe (dying to believe)
[02:40.71] I've never felt as lonely as I do when you're here with me
[02:51.80] (Would you still be there beside me?)
[02:56.22] If I could tear down the walls between us
[03:02.49] Tear down the walls between us
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