Alone

You can find me smoking marijuana
In my room all alone
All these thoughts
Of what I should've done
That's part of being grown
Could've known
Feeling stoned
Now I'm back up on my own
And I don't know what I've become
There's more to life
It's hitting home
I miss my sunflower
Think about you every hour
I felt the bone shatter
Pick up the pieces
Have to gather
Disaster
The master
Who am I to matter?
I'm with the devil dancer
Two steps
Now I'm moving faster
Do you think you're better off alone?
Well I don't know
I'm in my zone
I know I do not want these hoes
And that's just how it fucking goes
Holding tight
Cause I found the angel shine so bright
A place in my heart
Be the heaven's light