later on

You say I blend in with a crowd
I smile your way like you gave me a compliment
half way, three feet in the ground
I recall

You said 'I haven't eaten in days
My bones have grown bitter in ways that I never thought
I'd know before an old age'
So I stall

Drive with headlights off
Waiting on the floor for something
I know I wont have 'til later on

It feels like I'm losing my head
Halfway through a bottle and halfway to Hawthorne
Some words that I'd never have said
Slither out

You said 'I haven't felt this in years'
I listen and watch as you smile at everyone
But everyone, everything here
Brings me down

Drive with headlights off
Waiting on the floor for someone
I know you wont be 'til later on