Not My Time Yet

Flames, high up in the air
A warmth I haven't felt in a while
Gasping for air, loud heartbeats
I owe it to myself, to get up and live
Don't want to see your blank eyes
That kind of thing destroyed me before
For I keep a secret yet to be revealed
But hope for you to still be there
I spent my years searching in vain
But I hope for you to still be there
I see your face whenever I close my eyes
The revenge lives in my mind It is not my time yet
For I shall not let my hands be soaked in that blood
In the blood of a loved one
Be soaked in the blood of a loved one