Dear God

[00:01.80] Won't you save me from myself?
[00:08.47] I'm not here to sound angry, not here to sound ungrateful
[00:14.61] But I've been fuming for years, some call me hateful
[00:17.54] I'm grateful, yeah I'm grateful that I'm alive still
[00:20.41] I'm capable of love still
[00:22.01] I look to you above still
[00:23.69] But Lord, look, the wait is killing me
[00:26.30] What I truly gotta do to make these motherfuckers witness me?
[00:29.45] So they picture my work pif, I scribble liberty
[00:32.15] I'm free from the enslavement that this industry done given me
[00:35.06] Tell me who the best, I dare you, point em out to me
[00:38.26] Tell me who better, creative behind their artistry
[00:40.99] Hardly a flaw, the pen is peak, I carpe diem
[00:44.13] Dear God, they wanna kill me in the Colosseum
[00:46.73] They push hate, like they K-K-K
[00:49.13] I K.O like I'm Cassius Clay
[00:51.68] What I'm supposed to say?
[00:52.93] Dear God, they gave me heart, with a bit of ice
[00:55.80] You gave me death with a bit of life
[00:57.72] Selling my soul for the asking price
[00:59.84] Everyone know what I been rapping like
[01:02.28] Everyone know when I've been snapping right?
[01:04.67] So how the fuck they tryna push me back?
[01:07.05] They tryna pull me back, they tryna prove me bad
[01:08.70] I understand though, that
[01:12.63] That they don't understand me
[01:13.97] I understand, these suckers don't comprehend me
[01:16.37] But I'm a man understand that my stance mean
[01:18.96] Understand that I'm still king
[01:21.64] Always told myself, that I'd never ever force it
[01:24.55] If it's gone, it's gone, maybe I lost it
[01:27.74] Dear God, my letter please don't ignore it
[01:30.91] I'm sick and tired of all you niggas claim to be bosses
[01:33.66] I'm sick and tired of this floss shit
[01:36.28] Maybe I'm mad
[01:37.31] I'm mad my brother an alcoholic
[01:39.29] He's still blood so I love him still
[01:42.16] That's my family, I love him real
[01:44.21] But dear God, dear God
[01:46.14] Won't you save me from myself?
[01:48.22] Should I blame it on myself?
[01:50.48] I done taken every step
[01:51.79] I done written every rap
[01:53.89] What the hell, you motherfuckers deaf?
[01:56.30] Oh well
[01:57.32] Crooked world we live
[01:58.34] Where niggas raping babies too
[01:59.99] I think it's high time we faced the truth
[02:02.36] Maybe we lost as fuck, maybe we can't escape
[02:05.25] Maybe I talk too much but I hope that y'all relate
[02:08.20] Dear Lord
[02:09.29] When I tell you I'm the best, I believe it
[02:11.63] When I tell you I'm a legend, I believe it
[02:14.58] When I tell you I'm the GOAT, please believe it
[02:17.55] Believe me, ain't nobody better, I done seen it
[02:20.42] But calm down, put your pride aside
[02:23.02] I know my God still reside inside, I follow God's design
[02:26.52] My heart aligned with the light
[02:28.50] My God, insight what's right
[02:30.27] I'm writing life my God, my God
[02:32.45] Dear God
[02:33.45] Won't you save me from myself?
[02:35.32] Won't you save me from myself?
[02:37.26] I got the rope around my neck
[02:38.81] Won't you save me from myself?
[02:40.69] Won't you save me from myself?
[02:43.06] Before I jump out the window
[02:46.28] I swear I'm finna jump out the window
[02:52.64] Won't you save me from myself?
[02:55.59] Used to spit saliva and juice fuse to rap shit
[02:58.72] I'm usually the coolest in a room full of coon shit
[03:01.45] Enthusiast, heart colder than Budapest
[03:03.87] Used to hearing niggas arguing, bicker 'bout who the best
[03:06.41] I'm using facts
[03:10.75] Connect the dots, I'll forever be a hungry nigga
[03:11.85] I'll never stop, cause I used to be a bummy nigga
[03:13.13] We fuckin' lost my nigga, y'all niggas lost
[03:15.78] Xenophobia killing your people, y'all niggas gone
[03:18.74] Mentally enslaved, you hate your skin, you hate yourself
[03:22.20] You see yourself in your brother, that's why you chasing death
[03:25.13] Hol' up, I'm not a preacher but my heart bleeds for you
[03:28.34] I'm just praying that you see the truth
[03:32.39] I ask please, dear God won't you save me from myself?
[03:33.45] I feel I got nobody left
[03:36.34] This is not what I expected
[03:37.93] Spirituality I feel neglected
[03:40.08] I know you love me and I'm blessed still
[03:42.15] My purpose is applied to the pressure that make me diamond
[03:44.85] I'm deadly dedicated, can never die for the time being
[03:48.08] I rhyme king, I swear to God I'm a rhyme king
[03:51.23] You niggas know that I'm a rhyme fiend, sniffing lines
[03:54.12] I'm therapy heavy, I'm feeling medicated
[03:57.01] I know you motherfuckin' devils pray I never make it
[04:00.54] I stand in front of you God, I'm fully naked
[04:02.97] Anticipate the hate in abundance but I don't give a fuck
[04:05.52] Couple of folk in my family don't really wish me luck
[04:09.02] Couple of bitches hit me, tryna get a nigga nut
[04:11.94] Live it up, I looks to my God but I don't know what's up
[04:14.81] I double up, downing the liquor tryna forget it but
[04:17.58] Pray for me, my spirit heavy, my vision blurry
[04:20.72] I'm ready for whatever, whatever the mission
[04:24.44] Steady count your blessings
[04:24.93] I'm feeling blessed but I'm restless
[04:26.38] Bob Marley with a death wish, this is my best shit
[04:29.25] Dear God
[04:30.39] Won't you save me from myself?
[04:31.64] Won't you save me from myself?
[04:34.09] I got the rope around my neck
[04:35.97] Won't you save me from myself?
[04:38.38] Won't you save me from myself?
[04:40.29] Before I jump out the window
[04:43.40] I swear I'm finna jump out the window
[04:48.74] Won't you save me from myself?
[04:52.48] Won't you save me from myself?
[04:56.16] Won't you save me from myself?
[04:57.86] I got the rope around my neck
[04:59.12] Won't you save me from myself?
[05:01.04] Won't you save me from myself?
[05:03.12] Before I jump out the window
[05:06.08] I swear I'm finna jump out the window
[05:12.22] Won't you save me from myself?
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