Painkiller

I've been listening to dreams
And Ive been talking to ghosts
Ive been listening to numbers in my head
That mean nothing at all

Ive been breathing in monochrome
I only get what Ive got
Ive been calling out to god but
She's not saying a lot

I keep running to alleviation
The bad habits that keep me breathing
Turn me down and turn me off saying
Shut up shut up
Painkiller

Painkiller
I wish I didn't need you
Painkiller
Painkiller
I wish I didn't need you
Painkiller

It's hard getting enough of it
When it almost works
Deep down or up above no
Enough is never enough

I keep running to alleviation
The bad habits that keep me breathing
Turn me down and turn me off saying
Shut up shut up
Painkiller

Painkiller
I wish I didn't need you
Painkiller
Painkiller
I wish I didn't need you
Painkiller

The way I walk
What I say
Is anything really fucking me?
I wish I
Never had
Or needed any of my
Painkillers

I wish I didn't need you
Painkiller
Painkiller
I wish I didn't need you
Painkiller
Painkiller