CONTROL

[00:14.06] I don't mind it
[00:16.20] I lost control of
[00:17.87] Myself there's no love left
[00:19.98] I don't mind it
[00:22.01] I've waited so long
[00:23.57] And now it's all gone
[00:25.40] (All gone)
[00:26.25] Living in sin
[00:27.04] Under your skin
[00:27.65] Stab through the layers, feel like a syringe
[00:29.37] I'm going in
[00:29.97] Leave my imprint
[00:30.64] Struggled so much now I'm pulling the pin
[00:32.27] I am so done with the hatred
[00:33.07] I have been impatient
[00:33.88] The pain always comes from within
[00:35.03] Not moving an inch
[00:36.43] Everything's about to break
[00:39.08] Yeah every little step I take
[00:41.86] Tell me did I lose control
[00:44.72] Tell me did I lose control
[00:47.37] And when everything's about to break
[00:50.12] After every little step I take
[00:53.36] Tell me did I lose control
[00:56.30] Tell me did I lose control
[00:58.97] And when everything's about to break
[01:02.83] It feels like I get
[01:03.86] Stepped on
[01:04.66] I get caught
[01:05.51] In my bad thoughts
[01:06.59] Does it help to keep myself locked up?
[01:08.43] I guess not
[01:09.52] Trapped in this cycle
[01:10.57] I lost my mind and
[01:11.62] It's terrifying
[01:12.34] Dying inside I start to get suicidal
[01:14.54] But I can say that I don't think I made a mistake
[01:16.24] Setting it straight
[01:16.99] I will continue no matter the stakes
[01:18.29] Sick of collateral damage, the fact of the matter remains
[01:20.49] Why do I fight what I'm feeling
[01:21.66] Create all these demons
[01:22.26] I'm tired of playing these games ya
[01:23.83] I'm counting the days
[01:25.44] Everything's about to break
[01:27.64] Yeah every little step I take
[01:30.72] Tell me did I lose control
[01:33.67] Tell me did I lose control
[01:36.18] And when everything's about to break
[01:38.90] After every little step I take
[01:42.24] Tell me did I lose control
[01:45.30] Tell me did I lose control
[01:52.79]
[01:59.67] (Everything's about to break)
[02:01.26] Stuck on repeat and
[02:02.37] Still get defeated
[02:03.07] It's messed up
[02:04.13] Feel so mistreated
[02:04.90] What is the secret to self-love?
[02:06.93] My fear is feeding
[02:07.90] The demons
[02:08.52] They're seeking fresh blood
[02:09.83] This fucking feeling is never getting the best of me
[02:14.85]
[02:17.54] Best of me!
[02:20.52]
[02:23.64] Why am I not alright?
[02:25.12] Why am I so fucking blind?
[02:27.06] Why can't I see that I must leave it all behind?
[02:29.48] I'm ready to let it all go
[02:30.86] No more complaining, I'm starting to grow ya
[02:32.89] Burn all my bridges and bear to witness them glow up
[02:35.78] Break!
[02:36.75] Yeah every little step I take
[02:39.88] Tell me did I lose control
[02:42.64] Tell me did I lose control
[02:45.12] And when everything's about to break
[02:47.92] After every little step I take
[02:51.28] Tell me did I lose control
[02:53.97] Tell me did I lose control
[02:56.74] And when everything's about to break
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