Anything Higher

I led you somewhat astray
I could make you cry
But even up to this day
I don't regret a single lie
I subjected you to whatever I wanted to
I guess the joke's on me
I'm as lonely as one can be

My suggestion
Is to question
Can't induce myself to anything higher
Than to tell a lie
I wonder why
That's about as high
As I can go now

Without having to kneel, without giving in
How can I reveal my ability to feel
That it's real
Do you believe in me