Mirror Fade Away

I'm looking back
I can see
My past can't determine my future
I'm living in a
Circle of contempt
Dealing with the stages of anger

Stuck in a life
Where I'm living to die
Waiting to seal my fate
Mind is blurred
Body is cursed
Emotional liquid state
Melted down
Spiraling out
I finally feel outside myself

Looking down in a mirror
I can't explain what I see
Seeming like its the end of the line
But its not the end
Not the end for me

I'm teetering
On the edge
Can't seem to grip
My future
Suffocating
All the pain
Like a life of disaster

Out of my mind
Stuck in time
Everything drifting away
Over dose
Time has froze
Reality slipping away
Melt it down
Tune it out
I finally feel outside this hell

Looking down in a mirror
Can't explain what I see
Seeming like its the end of the line
But its not the end
Not the end for me

I've spent so many years
Living for nothing
Here goes nothing

Looking down in a mirror
I can't explain what I see
Seeming like its the end of the line
But its not the end
Not the end for me