Own Medicine

I'm going crossed eyed looking at this small screen
Just waiting for you to acknowledge me
I needed someone like you to creep in
To remind me I never had thick skin
You went to work and you never came home
And I walked the beach in the cold alone
I needed someone like you to remind me I'm
Only human
I can feel to

But you
Fucked me up
Yeah you gave me a taste of my own medicine
And it chokes me up
Just thinking how I'll never feel your warmth again

I play those hours we spent that night
Over and over in my head like a highlight
You touched my face like you gave a damn
Like an actress with a grudge and a revenge plan
I counted freckles upon your face
When you took your makeup off back at your place
That mask was nothing compared to the one
You had underneath and me under your thumb

But you
Fucked me up
Yeah you gave me a taste of my own medicine
And it chokes me up
How I'll never kiss the top of your head again
And it
Fucks me up
Yeah you gave me a taste

You
Fucked me up
Yeah you gave me a taste of my own medicine
And it chokes me up
Just thinking how I'll never feel your warmth again