What Got In The Way

julia, i tried, tried to make it right. julia, i'm leaving tomorrow. lay with me tonight like i remember. yesterday september rain was keeping me awake while you were asleep. i wondered what was in your dreams and what got in the way. julia, i tried, tried to keep you warm. watched you fall into a depression that we'd seen before but don't remember. i had a feeling this was wrong but i had to see it for myself. it's always new ideas. they aren't always the right ones. i don't know what's good enough but i know i need to change my mind. maybe all you needed was a little more of my attention.