Trying to Survive

[00:19.91] I tried to run, but it's always there
[00:24.52] A monster lurking, it's always aware
[00:27.84] I tried to hide, but it won't let me go
[00:31.45] It's a part of me, yeah, I've always known
[00:35.61] Heart beating so damn fast, try to catch my breath
[00:39.76] My mind is racing, and I'm so consumed by death
[00:43.78] The panic haunts and it won't let me be
[00:46.73] Trapped in my own reality
[00:49.07] Dark thoughts are clouding all of my moves
[00:52.36] Can't shake the feeling of being used
[00:56.70] It's the weight of the world on my shoulders, I'm burnt
[01:00.32] I can't shake these fears, they're just getting worse
[01:05.86] Anxiety, my constant friend
[01:10.68] Always will be there 'til the very end
[01:14.86] And I feel everything that leaves me frightened
[01:18.16] Why won't these feelings let me go?
[01:21.71] I'm trying to survive
[01:24.37] Catching my breath just to feel that I'm alive
[01:28.53] Welcome to my messed-up life
[01:31.80] Yeah! Welcome to my messed-up life!
[01:45.67] I'm scared of the unknown
[01:48.76] What is waiting for me when I'm alone?
[01:51.92] Will I ever be able to break free
[01:55.50] From these monsters inside of me?
[02:02.55] (From these monsters inside of me)
[02:06.91] Set me free!
[02:10.28] Set me-
[02:12.82] Anxiety (yeah), my constant friend
[02:17.57] Always will be there 'til the very end
[02:21.78] And I feel everything that leaves me frightened
[02:25.39] Why won't these feelings let me go?
[02:28.68] I'm trying to survive
[02:30.91] Catching my breath just to feel that I'm alive
[02:35.43] Welcome to my messed-up life (life!)
[02:39.73]
[02:55.62] I'm trying to survive
[02:58.22] Catching my breath just to feel that I'm alive
[03:02.58] Welcome to my life
[03:06.41] To my fucked up life
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