I Told You A Lie

I'm always pushing myself
Always upset
Got only one friend
Booze is my only friend
Thought if I go somewhere else
Then I could get to be one of 'them'
Guess I should think again

'How's it going？
Are you okay？'
My mom says over the waves
'Uh-huh
Such a lovely day as always
In every way'

'Everything is going so fine'
There's no truth in that line
I told you a lie
'Everything is going so fine'
There's no truth in that line
I'm sorry, mom, I just lied

I told you a lie