Hiding

[00:09.64] Wait, wait, wait
[00:11.12] Are you creepin'?
[00:12.07] You wanna see what time I'm on?
[00:14.19] Wait, wait, wait
[00:15.41] Now I'm leavin'
[00:16.51] You don't wanna see what time I'm on
[00:19.12] Wait, wait, wait
[00:20.52] You wanna play that game? Well, so do I
[00:23.70] Wait, wait, wait
[00:25.10] You wanna hide all day, all day, all night?
[00:27.97] Wait, wait, wait
[00:28.77] I feel my body disappear
[00:35.55] This night I feel so real
[00:40.32] You're all I want, my dear, my dear, my dear
[00:46.47] Can't breathe with this on my chest, it's gettin' dire
[00:51.81] Please, don't make me confess all my desires
[00:56.42] Leave me just for the rest
[00:59.44] I can't keep hiding from myself, from myself, from myself
[01:04.94] Hiding from myself
[01:06.02] Perpetual punishment is what I put myself through
[01:08.45] Lack of self-forgiveness is the reason I can't move
[01:10.88] Shackled to the lack of reconciling with my past
[01:12.93] I don't feel safe, I make mistakes, I need to brace for impact
[01:15.06] When, in fact, letting go lowers the knife that I'm holding
[01:17.75] To my own throat, but maybe I don't like that, no
[01:19.60] Who's gon' protect me if I'm not on high alert and unprepared
[01:22.02] Needed protection as a kid, but protection wasn't there
[01:24.66] But I'm 30, now my dad can't be bothered to help
[01:26.87] Said I'm 30, now I gotta learn to father myself
[01:29.25] See the pain that I've been pushing down? It's boiling now
[01:31.66] Tried shooting out my sad, I'm recoiling now
[01:34.01] Tormented, tour ended but the show's not over
[01:36.27] I got to deal with the booze from my own thoughts sober
[01:38.63] What's my future look like without my toxic mascot?
[01:40.71] Would they still love Russell if I take the mask off?
[01:43.17] Can't breathe with this on my chest, it's gettin' dire
[01:48.25] Please, don't make me confess all my desires
[01:52.92] Leave me just for the rest
[01:55.40] I can't keep hiding from myself, from myself, from myself
[02:01.26] Hiding from my-myself
[02:02.51] I'm fighting, fighting for this hell
[02:07.47] I'm hiding, hiding from myself
[02:12.21] I'm fighting, fighting for this hell
[02:16.86] I'm hiding, hiding from myself
[02:21.38] Wait, wait, wait
[02:22.50] Are you creepin'?
[02:23.77] You wanna see what time I'm on?
[02:26.10] Wait, wait, wait
[02:27.44] Now I'm leavin'
[02:28.52] You don't wanna see what time I'm on
[02:30.62] Wait, wait, wait
[02:31.99] You wanna play that game? Well, so do I
[02:35.40] Wait, wait, wait
[02:36.85] You wanna hide all day, all day, all night?
[02:39.55] Can't breathe with this on my chest, it's gettin' dire
[02:44.75] Please, don't make me confess all my desires
[02:49.25] Leave me just for the rest
[02:52.28] I can't keep hiding from myself, from myself, from myself
[02:57.82] Hiding from my-myself
[02:59.13] I'm fighting, fighting for this hell
[03:03.94] I'm hiding, hiding from myself
[03:08.58] I'm fighting, fighting for this hell
[03:13.13] I'm hiding, hiding from myself
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