if depression gets the best of me

[00:00.65] Empty, and numb
[00:05.38]
[00:08.15] Still can't get past all the sadness, and the crumbs I left
[00:16.81] Help me, I'm scared
[00:22.75] 'Cause the one thing on my mind
[00:26.80] Is for me to disappear
[00:33.38] So mama when I die
[00:37.66] Please hold in your cry
[00:41.88] Just know that when I'm gone
[00:44.74] I'll always be right by your side
[00:49.78] And lover, when I leave
[00:53.52] I know that we don't speak
[00:57.85] I'm sorry that I failed you
[01:01.16] But you meant the world to me
[01:05.98]
[01:08.61] I lost my sight
[01:13.81]
[01:16.45] I still can't see all the places
[01:20.95] Where there might be light
[01:24.93] I used to stare
[01:31.08] At the mirror, now I don't
[01:34.74] 'Cause when I do I see a ghost
[01:38.89] It's not my fault that you feel like, I'm so self centered
[01:46.62] I'm tryna be better
[01:49.64] But I feel under the weather
[01:54.08] So mama when I die
[01:57.85] Please hold in your cry
[02:01.73] Just know that when I'm gone
[02:04.73] I'll always be right by your side
[02:09.88] And lover when I leave
[02:14.25] I know that we don't speak
[02:17.96] I'm sorry that I failed you
[02:21.27] You deserve better than me
[02:26.42] So mama when I die
[02:30.42] Please hold in your cry
[02:34.11] Just know that when I'm gone
[02:37.24] I'll always be right by your side
[02:41.76] And lover when I leave
[02:45.82] I know that we don't speak
[02:50.22] I'm sorry that I failed you
[02:53.33] You deserve better than me
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