Fairytale

So hard to remember the last time that I felt this bad
Late night in the desert, I broke my heart and took you back
Was I just lonely or was I holding onto the maybe that you once showed me

So I keep, keep on pushing ahead like I don't feel this bad
So I keep, keep on hoping that this is everything I ever wanted
Ever wanted, the fairytale I had in my head
In my head

Lately, I've been thinking about the things I used to love
Somehow I've forgotten what I used to do for fun
Am I just growing out of the old me
Maybe I'm using this as my crutch

So I keep, keep on pushing ahead like I don't feel this bad
So I keep, keep on hoping that this is everything I ever wanted
Ever wanted, the fairytale I had in my head
In my head
In my head
In my head