In Love With the Pain

[00:06.71] I'm in love with you
[00:08.53] So I'm in love with the pain
[00:10.66] I've been on the floor
[00:12.86] I've been going insane
[00:14.25] And I'm in love with you
[00:16.05] So I'm in love with the pain
[00:18.43] Tearing up my clothes
[00:19.80] Is the bedroom where I'll hang
[00:21.76] And I'm in love with you
[00:23.75] So I'm in love with the pain
[00:26.24] I've been on the floor
[00:28.11] I've been going insane
[00:29.37] And I'm in love with you
[00:31.30] So I'm in love with the pain
[00:33.68] Tearing up my clothes
[00:34.94] Is the bedroom where I'll hang and I'm in
[00:37.68] Uh yuh you know I'm in love with the pain
[00:41.40] Hate it and I love it and it drove me insane
[00:43.29] Sin so deep it's a root in my brain
[00:45.15] Stuck in a pit that I dug in vain
[00:46.99] Name so clean but I danced with the flames
[00:48.95] Dug so deep but still no gain
[00:50.81] Climbed up a pit held back by the chains
[00:53.26] Uh yuh still been digging my grave
[00:56.07] All these years of being enslaved
[00:57.98] Sins still there and that's all I crave
[00:59.84] I've been dead then I've been alive
[01:01.77] Arrows to my heart but I've survived
[01:03.70] All this pain being bagged in my life
[01:05.57] Looking at my wrists while I'm laughing with a knife
[01:23.67] Uh yuh where did my mind go
[01:26.56] Life goes quick but I feel so slow
[01:28.40] Calling the Lord but I still don't grow
[01:30.49] I've been dead in a ditch for awhile
[01:32.18] Can not breathe through all these piles
[01:34.09] Fake that love and you fake that smile
[01:35.90] Running so much and it feels like miles
[01:38.85] Uh yuh I love all this hurt
[01:41.58] I cut my wrist and I tear my shirt
[01:43.61] Soon that boy will be laid in the dirt
[01:45.40] Loves not near and that's why I'm so cold
[01:47.31] Sins not bad and that's what I was told
[01:49.24] Said I'm with him but then I had to fold
[01:51.09] Your so rich but pains my gold