Suicide Was My End

What was once different is now a disorder,
But i have no hope.

I'm screaming as the thunder
Reminds me of my past
Run away and covering my sight.

I'm dyinggggggg

They raise my body and chant
A requiem erases my sins heals my wounds
And a cleansing ends it all.

I'm dyingggggggg

Depression was my way
And suicide was my end
To goodbye this filthy world
Cause silence has arrived...
I keep this rose irrigate but
The water was filthy foul
A rose turned into black throns
Petrified that's me that's my life.