13 Miles Offshore

Honey, I'm drowsy
To be your mother, feel like I'm not ready

Honey, I'm sorry
For a life I want for you
This isn't it
I've to soldier through

Honey...
I don't know if I can do this again
I'm scared

Oh, honey
I'm right where I need to be
I wish it was a little easier
But I'll endure the grief
For a sigh of relief

I am not a monster
I know you know me better
I wish to meet you in a better circumstances
Where there is no battle

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Unnerved and tore, silent tears outroar
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These people understand
Why my face covered with my two hands
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All the time
With just a comforting smile
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I feel like the same person I am now that I was then
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Just making different choices of a different circumstances
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