Roster

[00:00.24] I'm collecting people who hurt me
[00:02.19] So I can rotate between them
[00:04.13] And maybe not hurt as badly
[00:06.04] And maybe learn how to leave them
[00:07.78] It's going ok
[00:09.55] Some of them broke away
[00:11.23] Somehow that hurt worse
[00:13.13] Thought they would hurt first
[00:14.68] But I'm the only one that gets broken
[00:16.75] Guess broken things can keep breaking
[00:18.65] And now I cry on my own
[00:20.37] Cause I worry they'll think I'm faking
[00:22.22] I mean it is weird
[00:24.01] How did I get here
[00:25.81] No love in five years
[00:27.64] At least these are my tears
[00:29.76] Thought if I was telling the story
[00:33.32] Putting guys in clear categories
[00:36.92] Shutting off my heart and playing booksmart
[00:40.44] I could just stay in the good parts
[00:44.21] Where'd she go, the girl I used to be
[00:47.77] Believed in love and still looked up to me
[00:51.52] In the game too long, I think I lost her
[00:54.93] Thought I was building my roster, but
[00:58.43] I'm collecting people who hurt me
[01:00.38] So I can rotate between them
[01:02.25] And maybe not hurt as badly
[01:04.19] And maybe learn how to leave them
[01:05.84] It's going ok
[01:07.69] Some of them broke away
[01:09.47] Somehow that hurt worse
[01:11.28] Thought they would hurt first
[01:12.88] But I'm the only one that gets broken
[01:14.80] Guess broken things can keep breaking
[01:16.83] And now I cry on my own
[01:18.57] Cause I worry they'll think I'm faking
[01:20.46] I mean it is weird
[01:22.26] How did I get here
[01:24.01] No love in five years
[01:25.84] At least these are my tears
[01:27.82] Just say it, spit it out
[01:31.57] You don't want me around
[01:35.11] I'll give you space enough to leave me
[01:38.85] But leave the door open if need be
[01:42.58] And it's all fun and games
[01:46.03] Til I can't love the same
[01:49.79] I'm filling glasses left and right but
[01:52.75] Soon there will be nothing left in mine, cause
[01:56.66] I'm collecting people who hurt me
[01:58.51] So I can rotate between them
[02:00.48] And maybe not hurt as badly
[02:02.27] And maybe learn how to leave them
[02:04.09] It's going ok
[02:05.81] Some of them broke away
[02:07.60] Somehow that hurt worse
[02:09.52] Thought they would hurt first
[02:11.19] But I'm the only one that gets broken
[02:13.17] Guess broken things can keep breaking
[02:15.02] And now I cry on my own
[02:16.73] Cause I worry they'll think I'm faking
[02:18.65] I mean it is weird
[02:20.40] How did I get here
[02:22.21] No love in five years
[02:24.04] At least these are my tears
[02:25.50]