Nostalgia, Like a Plague, She Rapes Me to Sleep

I barely remember
Clutched to the breast
Of an aching shadow of a desperate lover
I'm bleeding freely now
My corpse, my lover

The dripping strings pulled through my veins
They're so hard to find now
I'm splitting apart beneath the surface

The stars are weeping now
Amongst the eternal darkness
The only life left
And soon there'll be no more

The emptiness that is my soul
I haven't seen myself in so long

I haven't seen myself in so long

You left me drunk for years
And waiting to wake in agony...

And time stood still in her passing

I'm splitting apart beneath the surface

How long will you hold me tight?
Crushing my chest, denying me of light
All of my fucking life, I've dreamed of going limp in your arms
The bars on my heart...

"We're never apart, those nights you ripped my flesh from bone.
For that, I'll never be alone... for now.
You plague my most erotic nightmares and vivid dreams
Every cold loveless night, you drive me to lunacy

Raping me to tears
Or at least so it seems