Collector

I will kill a spiderr if it gets too close
I read that they're sacred
I say that's a hoax
But I believe it I just lie
To spare my self the guilt
Cuz I'm a shame collector
I'm a hoarder
I will share a story I should keep private
I know I'm a lot
Wish I could stay quiet
But I'm just trying to let go
I think it helps me to expose the shame collection
and upon reflection
I tend to store it all in my lips and up my skirt
so when I am fucked I get what I deserve
I collect what I deserve
deserve
Because I will get there late at my convenience