Til the End

It's beginning to get harder now
It feels like you're leaving now
I feel so far, so hard to read

And I looked in from another room
And stood right in front of you
But you looked far, looked right through me

Piles of books I'll never read
And a list of things I'll never be
Group of people I'll never meet
'Til the end
'Til the end
'Til the end

I said, "Let's talk for a little lie"
Sat in the middle
I lost my words, my knees felt weak

And I don't know how I'm feeling now
I don't read into how
I'm not the best and I'm not the worst

Piles of books I'll never read
And a list of things I'll never be
And nothing's where it used to be
'Til the end
'Til the end