Missfortune

Misfortune
Feeling like I wasn't that important
I let the paranoia run its course and hopefully pass
I ain't really tryna force it

Misgiven
I recognize it wasn't my decision
I really need to get ahold of my addictions
Pour out the glass
Tryna better my position
Think of my condition

Changing
A mirror I don't want to see my face in
Got me nervous, walking circles like I'm pacing
With my heart racing, wasted
Face it, I hate this

Hopeless
Going blind to the way I can't focus
Throwing stones in a glass house broke it
Run from the past
Til I can't breathe, choking
Shit I can't cope with

And all I ever wanted was your love
But maybe I'm just not enough