Eight Month Hiatus

Wait one second
These are conflicting arguments
Repeating doesn't amplify
Yelling doesn't justify
This shade of irritant
Is worse than it's ever been
It's shitting on my day and night
I'm taking on the second offer

I'm disregarding all the blame
And all the promises we made
Crystal clear without a sound
The thrill and the guilt are both wearing out
Unashamed, unafraid

No conscience intact
Not too proud to beg, steal or borrow
Since we are two parts of an idiot
Fighting for space
And I am not supposed to be here
It's a nice enough day to make some complaints
Who's up next to hear my confession

This eight month hiatus is pinning us back into place
I'm disregarding all the blame
And all the promises we made
Crystal clear without a sound
The thrill and the guilt are both wearing out
Unashamed, unafraid

No conscience intact
Not too proud to beg, steal or borrow
Since we are two parts of an idiot
Fighting for space
And I am not supposed to be here