Ruin

[00:00.01] I've been thinking 'bout skipping this town
[00:04.86] 'Cause I'm someone you don't need around
[00:09.78] And I know it feels like love right now
[00:14.36] But eventually I'll just let you down
[00:19.29] Trouble follows me down every lane
[00:23.97] Self-sabotage is my middle name
[00:28.75] I'm a bonafide shit hurricane
[00:33.58] And I'm terrified that I'll never change
[00:38.24] When the truth is I'm scared
[00:42.82] You're all I wanted
[00:46.02] I've lost so many people in my life, it's fucked with my head
[00:50.68] I go and start a fight so I can lose it again
[00:55.47] Oh, why, oh, why, am I so terrified of letting you in?
[01:00.14] You're the one thing in my life
[01:02.96] I don't wanna ruin
[01:07.55] I don't wanna ruin, yeah
[01:15.44] (Oh-oh-oh) I've crossed the line about a hundred times
[01:20.50] (Oh-oh-oh) I sober up, then apologize
[01:25.36] (Oh-oh-oh) but these demons here, they're here for life
[01:29.91] (Oh-oh-oh) you're too beautiful, don't waste your time
[01:35.17] 'Cause the truth is I'm scared
[01:40.03] You're all I wanted
[01:42.98] I've lost so many people in my life, it's fucked with my head
[01:47.61] I go and start a fight so I can lose it again
[01:52.54] Oh, why, oh, why am I so terrified of letting you in?
[01:57.32] You're the one thing in my life
[01:59.81] I don't wanna ruin
[02:04.67] I don't wanna ruin, yeah
[02:09.36] I don't wanna ruin
[02:14.06] I don't wanna ruin
[02:20.92] Step one, I was freaking out
[02:23.27] Step two, feeling better now
[02:25.63] Step three, if you stick around
[02:28.09] I promise I'll never let you down
[02:30.53] Step one, I was freaking out
[02:32.62] Step two, feeling better now
[02:35.17] Step three, if you stick around
[02:37.59] I promise I'll never let you down
[02:40.00] I've lost so many people in my life, it's fucked with my head
[02:44.71] I go and start a fight so I can lose it again
[02:49.52] Oh, why, oh, why am I so terrified of letting you in?
[02:54.32] You're the one thing in my life
[02:56.90] I don't wanna ruin
[03:01.79] I don't want to ruin, yeah
[03:06.26] I don't wanna ruin (step one, I was freaking out)
[03:10.96] (Step two, feeling better now) I don't wanna ruin, yeah
[03:13.04] (Step three, if you stick around) I promise I'll never let you down
[03:17.71] Step one, I was freaking out
[03:20.27] Step two, feeling better now
[03:22.71] Step three, if you stick around
[03:24.92] I promise I'll never let you down
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