Antithesis

[00:22.07] Here we go again
[00:23.90] My addiction kicks in
[00:25.70] I can't fight this sinking feeling
[00:28.11] Medicine to make you heal
[00:30.93] Worth breaking just to feel
[00:33.32] I'm not ready to admit
[00:35.50] I loved like you never did
[00:38.69] I can't compromise again
[00:40.87] This is how it's always been
[00:44.26] I'm stuck here wishing I could fix this
[00:48.84] Fighting forgiveness
[00:51.12] I fucking hate this sickness
[00:54.37] (Ignore the fading cries)
[00:58.02] (I'm sick to my core)
[01:01.12] (Seeing you die)
[01:04.85] If a love unconditional
[01:07.45] Doesn't feel fixable
[01:09.92] (Why does walking away)
[01:12.55] Still feel so difficult
[01:16.08] Leave your broken spirit at the door
[01:20.53] 'Cause I can't hope for closure like I did before
[01:26.16] Why is this so hard to ignore
[01:32.45] We can't go on anymore
[01:34.90] Why do I hurt those that I hold close
[01:41.43] The same ones I always swore I needed most
[01:45.87] You said I might as well tie the rope around her throat yourself
[01:50.68] Watch you choke
[01:51.95] Pretend I never heard you scream for help
[01:54.86] (Ignore the fading cries) But I can't fucking walk away (I'm sick to my core)
[02:01.51] (Seeing you die) Like I am anybody else
[02:05.57] Tie the rope until it leaves
[02:10.63] A mark you couldn't make with your own teeth
[02:15.21] We spin inside your carousel
[02:20.87] But I'm not your friend when you don't help yourself
[02:25.75] I was so wrong to think we could repair
[02:30.82] When all you do is leave me in despair
[02:36.01] Leave all your lies at the fucking door
[02:40.66] You and I are through forevermore
[02:49.42] Leave your broken spirit at the door
[02:54.27] 'Cause I can't hope for closure like I did before
[02:59.51] Why is this so hard to ignore
[03:05.76] We can't go on anymore
[03:08.38] Leave your broken spirit (at the door)
[03:14.39] I can't ignore, like I did before
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