Heavy With Envy

A sense of longing
A change of pace
Drag my belongings
From place to place
I'm tired from watching the other side
I'm sick with wanting another life

Am I so jaded I can't see through
Routine? Take back the time I've wasted
Regain my clarity I fall into defeat
And I'm heavy with envy
It's always calling
That deeper shade of green

I wanna realign, center myself again
And try clear my mind, of all the lies
I've let Keep me up at night, leading me to forget
I should be satisfied
Pacify my restlessness
Free me from the depths of my regret

Am I so jaded I can't see through routine?
I'll learn to count my blessings,
Stop living in between I fall into defeat
And I'm heavy with envy
It's always calling
That deeper shade of green

I'm heavy with envy
I'm heavy with envy
I'm heavy with envy