burden to bear

[00:12.58] I'm afraid of conversations
[00:15.79] Most of them don't go right
[00:18.86] Always say what I never mean to
[00:21.94] Wish that I would think twice
[00:25.04] I don't know when I've made them angry
[00:28.25] 'Cause I can't read all their signs
[00:31.38] All I know when they tell me it's ok
[00:34.26] I'm pretty sure it's a lie
[00:36.60] I try my best to understand
[00:39.99] To realize what went wrong
[00:43.13] But every time that I look up
[00:46.27] They're already gone
[00:50.60] So why even talk to anyone
[00:56.97] When all that I'll do is say something to fuck it up
[01:02.99] I hope they know I mean no harm
[01:08.82] But how could they know what my intentions are
[01:14.68] Sometimes it feels unfair
[01:17.51] Wish I was more self-aware
[01:20.95] Some days I'm just too scared
[01:23.54] 'Cause I don't wanna be a burden to bear
[01:31.05] Having trouble reading social cues
[01:33.98] Guess I can't take a hint
[01:37.08] It's hard to blame it on a blown-out fuse
[01:39.64] That not one pill could fix
[01:42.57] I try my best to understand
[01:45.97] To realize what went wrong
[01:49.08] But every time that I look up
[01:52.14] They're already gone
[01:56.63] So why even talk to anyone
[02:02.88] When all that I'll do is say something to fuck it up
[02:09.16] I hope they know I mean no harm
[02:15.13] But how could they know what my intentions are
[02:20.88] Sometimes it feels unfair
[02:23.93] Wish I was more self-aware
[02:27.16] Sometimes I'm just too scared
[02:29.61] 'Cause I don't wanna be a burden to bear
[02:42.28] I don't wanna be a burden to bear
[02:49.23] Be a burden to bear
[02:55.27] Be a burden to bear
[03:01.56] Be a burden to bear
[03:09.82] A burden to bear
[03:34.39] Whenever I get overwhelmed
[03:37.44] I won't ask for help
[03:40.33] I'll just pretend that I don't care
[03:43.48] I don't wanna be a burden to bear
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