My Dearest Friend

Never meant to be here when I woke up
Cold shivers and fear as I choke up
Six shooter and a trigger, urge grows greater
I'm next in line

Found myself calling
Devil hanging around my neck
Staring into my eyes

Bound to cosmos
Reason for a treason to close my eyes
(close your eyes...)

Ravens flying, whispering
Close your eyes forever

You promised to be there at the end
I was lying down, my dearest friend
You promised to be there at the end
My dearest fiend

You promised to be there at the end

Misunderstood, unglorified sadness
Mystified by a broken heart darkness
Six shooter and a trigger, urge grows greater
I'm next in line

Found myself calling
Devil hanging around my neck
Piercing through my heart

You promised to be there at the end
I was lying down, my dearest friend
You promised to be there at the end
My dearest fiend

Never thought what I really hoped to find
And I never gave up, never closed my eyes
Watching and waiting for my heart to appear
Just to let it go, in the end