i don't feel safe in my body

[00:04.72] I don't feel safe in my body
[00:09.43] It's always at civil war
[00:13.50] My thoughts shoot daggers through my heart
[00:18.28] I wonder what all this is for
[00:23.26] Gone are the days I was smaller
[00:27.55] But somehow I find ways to shrink
[00:32.22] Into the palms of your sweaty hand
[00:37.26] Holding me so I can't breathe
[00:41.70] I never grew up
[00:44.38] I crawled into my skin
[00:50.76] I don't have a home now
[00:54.19] Mines been broken
[00:55.84] Again and again and again
[01:04.89] I don't feel safe in my body
[01:09.12] It weaves in and out of control
[01:13.75] I'm starting to crash
[01:15.77] It all happened so fast
[01:18.22] I'm becoming someone I don't know
[01:23.25] Maybe I want to be softer
[01:27.75] I miss when my cheeks were pink
[01:32.33] Can I lay down?
[01:34.78] Is there a way out?
[01:36.55] I've tried but the cycle repeats
[01:41.69] I never grew up
[01:44.42] I crawled into my skin
[01:50.64] I don't have a home now
[01:54.29] Mines been broken
[01:56.45] Again and again and again
[02:04.53] Why does is feel so good to hurt?
[02:09.04] As if I got what I deserved? Oh
[02:14.19] I would let my mind settle down
[02:18.16] But I don't
[02:20.76] Know how
[02:26.77] Oh, oh, oh
[02:30.23] I don't know how
[02:32.32] I don't know how
[02:34.62] I don't know how
[02:39.44] I don't know how
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