THIRD IMPACT (feat. The John Candy)

I've been crying to sleep
So many nights
Wishing I lived
I loved
I died
With my eyes wide
I call out to heaven
"When will it be my time?"
I'm taking a step back to reevaluate
Instead of bleeding the vein dry
My greatest enemy
Stands before me in the mirror
I'm switching my focus
Letting myself see clearer
These imperfections make me who I am
My greatest fear
Is not living up to my own expectations
But I swear I'm getting better

Drink like Misato
Choke on a barrel
Internal monologue
Universe in peral
What's the point of getting better
If it isn't easy?
Wading through sorrow and I can't breathe
Its submerging, swallowing
I can't see
I'll live my life paying the price
'Cause you made me
And I cannot
Will not
Let you fuckers
Change me