Getting Clean

Well you ain't nothing special
You only miss me when I'm high
You've got nothing better to do
Than to make me cry
And if I'm not running around going blind
I'm nothing to you, just falling behind

You bring out the worst in me
And you make me feel crazy
But I just bite my tongue and grit my teeth
Well how could you I was only sixteen
And if you ask me to spot you one more time
I might just lose my goddamn mind

Well I'm done
And I'm getting clean
I'm leaving you
And loving me
I'm done
I can't take this anymore
I long for the ignorance
I had before
I'm done

Well I don't know why I met you
In the first place
Everybody warned me of you
But you looked so tempting
To think I won't make without you by my side
Is such a god damn lie

Well I'm done
And I'm getting clean
I'm leaving you
And loving me
I'm done
I can't take this anymore
I long for the ignorance
I had before
I'm done