Sorry

Every step up is another step down
Every change is a target of blame but I've found
That if anything's at fault
It's my own ambition
Flailing 'round and 'round in circles
An antithesis to where it started

Sorry that the end of motivation crawled a little closer
Conscious that the road to the middle is a good deal shorter

Stretched some achievements as far as they'd go
Every afterglow comes to an end and I know
From experience that highs have to come from lows
Before they settle in the center
An antithesis to where they started

Sorry that the end of motivation crawled a little closer
Conscious that the road to the middle is much quicker than
The road up to the

Top me off I need another drink to make me feel at ease
And drown the beauty and the bitch of doing
Something that nobody else can see

Sorry that the end of motivation crawled a little closer
Guess I'll muster up all the angst I never had
And aim towards the wall
Until it coughs me up another answer