Give Me the Painkiller

Sick of living, unwilling to die
I've been hated my whole fucking life
Beat down and broken as my world fell apart
My hands are empty, but I still have my heart
Lost in the dark and I can't see the light
Believed the lie that life was black and white
Hate in your eyes in all that you see
You should've been a better friend to me

I won't submit in spite of your disease
I'll be the one that you wouldn't be
I'll turn on you and watch you bleed
I don't care what it is, but I know what I need

Painkiller
Give me the painkiller
Painkiller
Take me to the place where I can feel nothing

Left you behind, I can't carry your weight
I'm not your failure or your guilt and shame
It's not dark yet, but I can feel it come
Feels like my life is already done

See what I am, you hurt more than you helped
I don't need you, it's on myself
My heart's a wound I need to numb
I can see the light, the worst is yet to come

Painkiller
Give me the painkiller
Painkiller
Take me to the place where I can feel nothing

No hurt
No pain
Let me do my god damn thing

In their lies I found the truth
I pushed away the pain of youth
Where I'm from I would not hide
I scratched, I clawed, I broke the binds
Escape without the strain of life
No one will get out alive

Painkiller
Give me the painkiller
Painkiller
Take me to the place where I can feel nothing