A Sudden Sense of Clarity

When laying outside on snow covered ground
I seem to have complete control
Over every flake falling down on me
What is this feeling inside?

Absence of dissonance denies me rest
A calamity I never thought was possible
Affecting me with severe distress
What am I to do?

My limbs are stiff
Paralyzed
Movement is not an option
I sense the staring eyes from miles away
Leave me be
Leave me alone

Where's the savior?
Where is he in his very essence?
Where's the leader

The beating stops
My final breath is taken
A blanket of snow
Nature bids farewell

Preparing for the eternal sleep
An endless walk towards the nothing
Prepared for the eternal sleep
I feel the cold no more

What did I devote my life to?
As the light slowly gets devoured
I smile and everything is clear
I'm on the verge of something
A sudden sense of clarity
I close my eyes and then I fall