if anything

If anything I've felt this way before
I just never knew that I would get this bored
And I'll get high as you drink your wine, adore
Then I'll fall asleep to Slowdive on the floor
But what for?

How did it feel that time you said goodbye?
Did you think of me, did I even cross your mind?
Because every now and then I feel the urge to cry
I'll put a record on, dream and close my eyes
Oh how I sigh