Nothing Will Change

I'm sorry my dear lover
I'm trying to find some cover
Under the clutter that won't leave my brain
I bury myself deeper
While I'm getting weaker
As I'm lost in this mess I hear you say
Nothing will change If you don't change yourself
Nothing will change if you don't change
Everything you know
I'm so tired of running
Everywhere for nothing
I don't stop so I can't ever catch my breath
The years that I've wasted
Destruction I've created
Biding time while the clock ticks to my death
Nothing will change If you don't change yourself
Nothing will change if you don't change
Everything you know
I'm ready to explode
As I beg and I plead
'Please don't ever leave me'
You give me that look like I'm insincere
You give me that look like I am bad
I know I've let you down about a million times
Maybe I'm too far beyond repair
Nothing will change If you don't change yourself
Nothing will change if you don't change
Everything you know