Flashbacks

[00:00.08] Stand up alone in this boring night
[00:05.99] I feel like I'm losing my mind
[00:10.97] I don't wanna die on this floor
[00:20.40] You ask me "Why
[00:22.84] Would you want more?"
[00:32.82] Cheap drinks run into a glass of wine
[00:37.62] I've put all my ego aside
[00:42.39] I just wanna cry by the door
[00:51.01] Black holes suck my brain, blind my eyes
[00:55.86] And darkness will eat me alive
[01:00.85] Tell me a lie, I will ignore
[01:08.76] You find me on a seven-stair line
[01:13.75] Holding breath and staring in stand by
[01:18.28] Dancing knives invite my hands
[01:22.43] To lose control
[01:27.53] Feelings I had when I was young
[01:31.93] Ground and push my head to stay tough
[01:36.48] Flashbacks wrap around me so I
[01:40.63] Carry on
[02:03.60] I swallow my pain to pretend I'm alright
[02:09.13] I should show myself more polite
[02:14.14] Then I realize I lost this war
[02:21.88] You find me on a seven-stair line
[02:26.58] Holding breath and staring in stand by
[02:31.35] Dancing knives invite my hands
[02:35.39] To lose control
[02:39.74] Feelings I had when I was young
[02:44.87] Ground and push my head to stay tough
[02:49.36] Flashbacks wrap around me so I
[02:53.76] Carry on
[03:39.03] Stand up alone in this boring night
[03:44.66] I feel like I'm losing my mind
[03:49.34] I don't wanna die on this floor
[03:58.30] You ask me "Why
[04:01.56] Would you want more?"
[04:08.38] You mean "give up"
[04:10.62] I say "no"
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