am i already dead?

Can't get you out my head
I wish that I was dead, oh
Am I really dead
Can't trust a word you said
Oh
Still want u in my bed
I can feel my heart beat backwards
Am i already dead?

Some things will feel like like love and pain
It's kinda hard to explain
I need to rinse, replace my brain
I think I'm going insane
I bled and sacrificed for u
But it was all in vain
Don't tell a lie, can't take the blame
A shame
Am I already dead?

I think I need some meds
I've smoked up all the weed
And I can barely breathe
It's getting hard to sleep
Now
Are u afraid of me
Do you care what they think, wow

I can feel my heart beat backwards
I can feel my heart beat backwards

Some things will feel like like love and pain
It's kinda hard to explain
I need to rinse, replace my brain
I think I'm going insane
I bled and sacrificed for u
But it was all in vain
Don't tell a lie, can't take the blame
A shame
Am I already dead?
Some things will feel like like love and pain
It's kinda hard to explain
I need to rinse, replace my brain
I think I'm going insane
I bled and sacrificed for u
But it was all in vain
Don't tell a lie, can't take the blame
A shame
Am I already dead?