Worst Thing I've Ever Done

I let the stress take all my wind
I let the darkest demons in
I should have known these aching pains lay deep inside,
but in my weakness, I let the spool of yarn unwind.

And now I take the bitter pill, making a mess of what I've spilt.
(Baby, what a mess)
And it's a tragedy to let it spiral down and down
You were the last person I'd ever want to drown.

(And now I know the consequence)

At my low, I let the drinking take full control
In my head, this is the worst thing that I've ever ever done

Stuck in a place we only wade,
watching my world crash down in spades
And If I could ever try to quantify the reasons why,
it might still never ease that hurt.
So take my pain for what it's worth,
I know I've dragged my name beyond the dirt.
And repeat apologies won't heal your damaged heart I'm sure
It's not my best, but it's a start.

At my low, I let the drinking take full control
In my head,
this is the worst thing that I've ever ever done
At my low,
I let the drinking take full control
In my head,
this is the worst thing that I've ever ever done

You keep me from falling down,
you make me a fool
I'm a fool for you
A filthy error, I'm hungover,
but glad it's over.