April

You wanted space
Well is this enough?
Cause there's so much between us now
And my lungs are strained and crushed
You need space
So I'll give you all I can
Cause my happiness is secondary
So until the end, I'll carry on

This is not something you chose
This is not your fault

Sail through the cosmos
Separate indefinitely, I'll face the day expressionlessly
I should've put up some walls
I let myself get too attached, and now I don't know how to act
And I'll be damned if this fight you are fighting is lost
If this sadness is something I thought would deteriorate
You were material aid
You were the person who made me feel whole

And I'll be damned if this fight you are fighting is lost
And I'll be damned
You were the person who made me feel whole
Should I have put up some walls?
You were the person who made me feel whole