Apathy

[00:02.47] Apathy holds me
[00:04.79] Takes care of my wants
[00:09.87] I don't control me
[00:12.25] Turned off for so long
[00:17.04] Tried to live deeply
[00:19.44] Guess I did it wrong
[00:24.50] Numb to the feeling
[00:26.48] Can't seem to heal I've been gone
[00:31.75] Months go by I'm starting to feel I'll
[00:36.89] Never know why
[00:39.83] Everything stays but can't move the knife that's
[00:44.38] Still stuck inside
[00:47.21] Blocking the rain trying to come out
[00:50.47] If I can't feel the pain I guess nothing's real now
[00:54.45] Try to escape it
[00:56.57] Might be too late out of time
[01:02.42] If every day's feeling less
[01:04.56] It'll be meaningless
[01:06.44] Bullets don't sink
[01:10.13] Losing the seconds
[01:12.25] Sleep doesn't give rest
[01:13.61] Unable to think
[01:16.51] It's worse that you're fine now
[01:18.91] All I ever think about
[01:21.83] Did I ever change?
[01:23.73] Did I ever know myself?
[01:26.39] I'm just going round and round
[01:28.78] Put my brain in a cage
[01:31.47] Tried to live for me
[01:33.35] Don't I want it enough?
[01:38.61] Numb to the feeling
[01:40.53] Can't seem to heal I've been gone
[01:46.14] Months go by and I'm starting to feel that I'll
[01:50.47] Never know why
[01:53.40] Everything stays but can't move the knife that's
[01:57.98] Still stuck inside
[02:00.60] Blocking the rain trying to come out
[02:04.09] If I can't feel the pain I guess nothing's real now
[02:08.06] Try to escape it
[02:09.84] Might be too late out of time
[02:15.60] Tried to live for me
[02:17.69] Don't I want it enough?
[02:22.43] Numb to the feeling
[02:24.51] Can't seem to heal I've been gone
[02:30.17] Months go by and I'm starting to feel that I'll
[02:34.79] Never know why
[02:37.37] Everything stays but can't move the knife that's
[02:41.99] Still stuck inside
[02:44.84] Blocking the rain trying to come out
[02:48.01] If I can't feel the pain I guess nothing's real now
[02:51.91] Try to escape it
[02:53.90] Might be too late out of time
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