Craters

[00:07.64] There's a crater in my living room floor
[00:12.02] I have to walk around just to get to my front door
[00:16.77] And it's embarrassing having people over
[00:20.98] Watching them politely trying not to fall
[00:30.11] Trying not to fall
[00:35.45] There's a crater in the middle of my chest
[00:40.01] I've had to rearrange each organ and I confess
[00:44.68] It's been a little hard having people notice
[00:48.87] Everything I feel
[00:53.77] Deep inside me when
[00:57.97] I'm just trying to pretend
[01:03.93] I know one day they'll fill in
[01:06.20] I know it will be fine
[01:08.53] I know by now becoming whole again
[01:11.60] Just takes time
[01:13.52] We all need a story of hitting rock bottom sometimes
[01:17.73] And these craters will be a part of mine
[01:27.24] There's a crater on the left side of my bed
[01:31.94] I have to lie facing the right side or I get upset
[01:36.52] And it's humiliating having lovers over
[01:40.87] Watching them retreat backwards down the hall
[01:49.79] Not mentioning it at all
[01:55.87] I know one day they'll fill in
[01:57.90] I know that it will be fine
[02:00.58] I know by now becoming whole again
[02:03.56] Just takes time
[02:05.29] We all need a story of hitting rock bottom sometimes
[02:09.85] And these craters will be a part of mine
[02:18.62] But I'm gonna launch right off the bottom
[02:21.82] Of the deep holes you left
[02:23.99] I'm gonna use these scrappy wings
[02:26.07] I found while cleaning out my chest
[02:28.64] And I'm gonna soar so beautifully
[02:31.46] It'll hurt your eyes
[02:33.55] But today it's just these craters and I
[02:43.44] I know one day they'll fill in
[02:45.60] I know that I'll be fine
[02:48.07] I know by now becoming whole again
[02:51.02] Just takes time
[02:53.08] We all need war stories to look back on and smile
[02:57.44] And God damn it, these craters will be mine
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