They Fear Me

I'm thinking about quitting rapping
Tell the truth I'm never happy
The politics come with this shit
Be making me feel like snapping
They hiding all my music so I ain't get to many views
I'm still doing my thing, but it don't do what it used to do
They only show support to you in public when it's cool
So they hiding all their love for you in private
I keep it too real they fear me
I want the world to hear me
I know Lil Boosie, Tory Lanez and DaBaby feel me
They tryna mute the real niggas who voicing their opinion
But I'm realer than the realest so they gone have to take me serious
And if don't give me this Grammy, I'ma steal it
I've been nominated nine times, I'ma need me one of them bitches
Got Cardi B money I could've did a song with Nicki
I missed out on a lot of opportunities that's given
Bring streets shit in the business
Every day another killing
Meet new niggas, but I can't belive they living how I'm living
So I ain't really be feeling them
I've been distant from my niggas
Tryna get me together
They ain't benefited me, but they just want me to help them
Take my losses by myself, but when I'm winning we winning
Can't belive I made it out they really want my position
It's like the come up was more fun-er
You could still hear hunger
I still be hanging where I hung at
Shooting dice in the gutter
Remember beefing with my brothers
In the same house barely talked
I figured out dog all we got is each other
Bringing pain to my momma
And we already poor
Wonder why we gotta struggle
Evictions on the door
Lost a lot and lost some more I got it bad
Gotta raise my children straight
But I ain't never had a dad to learn from
I'm a baby with three babies they got M's in their savings
Boy I gotta kill myself to make these people embrace me?
Rappers passing me I'm busy doing calendars
Making up for all the time I lost while sitting in the canister