Mea Culpa
๐ต 1724 characters
โฑ๏ธ 2:44 duration
๐ ID: 12249255
๐ Lyrics
Haha
Ay, ay
Ay, psh, psh, psh, psh (T-t-t-t)
Uh, huh, huh, ay, uh
(Woo-wee!)
Blamed for everything, always saying "Why?"
I want to cry, but I hold it all inside
Your apologies never feel real
Months of forced smiles, can't heal
You must've felt fine when you did what you did
Smiling, hiding, always hid
It's so hard to start again
Feeling lost in shadows of pain
I would've tried if you told me how you feel
Why do you stay if my hurt's no big deal?
You care so much about what others see
But what about me? What about me?
If looks are all that matter to you
Why preach love that's pure and true?
Seasons change, your love grows cold
No warmth from you, just feeling old
While you seek your perfect life, I fall apart
Love should be real, not just a spark
Watching your shows, while I hide in the dark
What's a 'perfect daughter' in your eyes?
Why is 'tired' and 'jealous' your disguise?
What future is there when I feel so weak?
In dreams you made, it's your love I seek
Ahh, my mind's twisted in this game
Feeling so lost, covered in shame
Whatever, feeling numb, wishing to run
Living in a nightmare, can't see the sun
Peel back the layers of my pain
See the scars, hear my refrain
Tomorrow might be a new start
But today, I'm mending my heart
Your words cut deep, your games unfair
I loved you truly, but you didn't care
Sorry for my broken state, from now on, I'll demonstrate
What real love means, though it might be too late
Blamed for everything, always saying "Why?"
I want to cry, but I hold it all inside
Your apologies never feel real
Months of forced smiles, can't heal
You must've felt fine when you did what you did
Smiling, hiding, always hid
It's so hard to start again
Feeling lost in shadows of pain
Ay, ay
Ay, psh, psh, psh, psh (T-t-t-t)
Uh, huh, huh, ay, uh
(Woo-wee!)
Blamed for everything, always saying "Why?"
I want to cry, but I hold it all inside
Your apologies never feel real
Months of forced smiles, can't heal
You must've felt fine when you did what you did
Smiling, hiding, always hid
It's so hard to start again
Feeling lost in shadows of pain
I would've tried if you told me how you feel
Why do you stay if my hurt's no big deal?
You care so much about what others see
But what about me? What about me?
If looks are all that matter to you
Why preach love that's pure and true?
Seasons change, your love grows cold
No warmth from you, just feeling old
While you seek your perfect life, I fall apart
Love should be real, not just a spark
Watching your shows, while I hide in the dark
What's a 'perfect daughter' in your eyes?
Why is 'tired' and 'jealous' your disguise?
What future is there when I feel so weak?
In dreams you made, it's your love I seek
Ahh, my mind's twisted in this game
Feeling so lost, covered in shame
Whatever, feeling numb, wishing to run
Living in a nightmare, can't see the sun
Peel back the layers of my pain
See the scars, hear my refrain
Tomorrow might be a new start
But today, I'm mending my heart
Your words cut deep, your games unfair
I loved you truly, but you didn't care
Sorry for my broken state, from now on, I'll demonstrate
What real love means, though it might be too late
Blamed for everything, always saying "Why?"
I want to cry, but I hold it all inside
Your apologies never feel real
Months of forced smiles, can't heal
You must've felt fine when you did what you did
Smiling, hiding, always hid
It's so hard to start again
Feeling lost in shadows of pain
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:00.60] Haha
[00:02.46] Ay, ay
[00:04.55] Ay, psh, psh, psh, psh (T-t-t-t)
[00:06.99] Uh, huh, huh, ay, uh
[00:10.49] (Woo-wee!)
[00:11.73] Blamed for everything, always saying "Why?"
[00:14.91] I want to cry, but I hold it all inside
[00:17.97] Your apologies never feel real
[00:20.89] Months of forced smiles, can't heal
[00:23.27] You must've felt fine when you did what you did
[00:26.80] Smiling, hiding, always hid
[00:29.64] It's so hard to start again
[00:32.50] Feeling lost in shadows of pain
[00:36.01] I would've tried if you told me how you feel
[00:38.99] Why do you stay if my hurt's no big deal?
[00:41.92] You care so much about what others see
[00:44.63] But what about me? What about me?
[00:47.80] If looks are all that matter to you
[00:50.73] Why preach love that's pure and true?
[00:53.75] Seasons change, your love grows cold
[00:56.31] No warmth from you, just feeling old
[00:59.33] While you seek your perfect life, I fall apart
[01:02.73] Love should be real, not just a spark
[01:05.66] Watching your shows, while I hide in the dark
[01:12.03] What's a 'perfect daughter' in your eyes?
[01:15.07] Why is 'tired' and 'jealous' your disguise?
[01:17.90] What future is there when I feel so weak?
[01:20.70] In dreams you made, it's your love I seek
[01:23.86] Ahh, my mind's twisted in this game
[01:26.79] Feeling so lost, covered in shame
[01:29.69] Whatever, feeling numb, wishing to run
[01:32.56] Living in a nightmare, can't see the sun
[01:36.04] Peel back the layers of my pain
[01:38.94] See the scars, hear my refrain
[01:41.94] Tomorrow might be a new start
[01:44.54] But today, I'm mending my heart
[01:47.78] Your words cut deep, your games unfair
[01:50.65] I loved you truly, but you didn't care
[01:53.61] Sorry for my broken state, from now on, I'll demonstrate
[01:56.57] What real love means, though it might be too late
[01:59.72] Blamed for everything, always saying "Why?"
[02:02.92] I want to cry, but I hold it all inside
[02:06.14] Your apologies never feel real
[02:08.56] Months of forced smiles, can't heal
[02:11.47] You must've felt fine when you did what you did
[02:14.70] Smiling, hiding, always hid
[02:17.68] It's so hard to start again
[02:20.52] Feeling lost in shadows of pain
[02:23.92]
[00:02.46] Ay, ay
[00:04.55] Ay, psh, psh, psh, psh (T-t-t-t)
[00:06.99] Uh, huh, huh, ay, uh
[00:10.49] (Woo-wee!)
[00:11.73] Blamed for everything, always saying "Why?"
[00:14.91] I want to cry, but I hold it all inside
[00:17.97] Your apologies never feel real
[00:20.89] Months of forced smiles, can't heal
[00:23.27] You must've felt fine when you did what you did
[00:26.80] Smiling, hiding, always hid
[00:29.64] It's so hard to start again
[00:32.50] Feeling lost in shadows of pain
[00:36.01] I would've tried if you told me how you feel
[00:38.99] Why do you stay if my hurt's no big deal?
[00:41.92] You care so much about what others see
[00:44.63] But what about me? What about me?
[00:47.80] If looks are all that matter to you
[00:50.73] Why preach love that's pure and true?
[00:53.75] Seasons change, your love grows cold
[00:56.31] No warmth from you, just feeling old
[00:59.33] While you seek your perfect life, I fall apart
[01:02.73] Love should be real, not just a spark
[01:05.66] Watching your shows, while I hide in the dark
[01:12.03] What's a 'perfect daughter' in your eyes?
[01:15.07] Why is 'tired' and 'jealous' your disguise?
[01:17.90] What future is there when I feel so weak?
[01:20.70] In dreams you made, it's your love I seek
[01:23.86] Ahh, my mind's twisted in this game
[01:26.79] Feeling so lost, covered in shame
[01:29.69] Whatever, feeling numb, wishing to run
[01:32.56] Living in a nightmare, can't see the sun
[01:36.04] Peel back the layers of my pain
[01:38.94] See the scars, hear my refrain
[01:41.94] Tomorrow might be a new start
[01:44.54] But today, I'm mending my heart
[01:47.78] Your words cut deep, your games unfair
[01:50.65] I loved you truly, but you didn't care
[01:53.61] Sorry for my broken state, from now on, I'll demonstrate
[01:56.57] What real love means, though it might be too late
[01:59.72] Blamed for everything, always saying "Why?"
[02:02.92] I want to cry, but I hold it all inside
[02:06.14] Your apologies never feel real
[02:08.56] Months of forced smiles, can't heal
[02:11.47] You must've felt fine when you did what you did
[02:14.70] Smiling, hiding, always hid
[02:17.68] It's so hard to start again
[02:20.52] Feeling lost in shadows of pain
[02:23.92]