pretend

So are we gonna pretend
That we were never gonna end
Tryna hide from the past, but you still wanna be friends
And now I wanna run away, I never wanted to be with you
And now I'm chasing all the things wherewith us I could never do

Cause I've been searching for somebody want somebody to love
Cause I've been holding onto things that I know aren't enough
You got me spinning, feeling like I'm on a wheel
You got me loving, wondering if life was ever real

So are we gonna pretend
That we were never gonna end
Tryna hide from the past, but you still wanna be friends
I don't know what to feel anymore, anymore
I don't know what to feel anymore, anymore

Cause I've been searching for somebody want somebody to love
Cause I've been holding onto things that I know aren't enough
You got me spinning, feeling like I'm on a wheel
You got me loving, wondering if life was ever real