I Feel Like Dying

So pour me a stiff one before my head hits the wall
And I
And I don't even miss ya I know my heart has dissolved
So how
So how has it not hit ya that it's not always my fault
But I'd
I'd break my back to kiss ya when you don't want me at all

So tell me why
When you cry
I feel like dying
Oh I feel like dying
Oh I feel like death
And when you leave
And you're not next to me
I feel like dying
Oh I feel like dying
Oh I feel like death

I'd fill a book with ways that, that you could hurt me again
But you
But you, you know I'll always come back because it's us in the end
So do
So do you love or hate me because I just need a friend
Your lips
Your lipstick always stains me but then so do your hands

So tell me why
When you cry
I feel like dying
Oh I feel like dying
Oh I feel like death
And when you leave
And you're not next to me
I feel like dying
Oh I feel like dying
Oh I feel like death

Between all the whiskey and the booze
Tell me will I really ever change my mood
I don't wanna spend my life with dancers
So how does it look from way up there
I'm trying to convince myself I care
Tell me mama do you have the answers

So tell me why
When you cry
I feel like dying
Oh I feel like dying
Oh I feel like death
And when you leave
And you're not next to me
I feel like dying
Oh I feel like dying
Oh I feel like death