i never wanted this

The breeze falls down
The light goes out
It's another day I've gone lost and afraid
Anxious waiting for my future and what's next
Cause I failed everyone I knew
I succumbed to it all again
I hate this feeling of defeat
I never wanted any of this

It was never meant to be like this
Only wanted to hide my feelings
Never wanted to show how weak I am
But it was all inevitable

The weight is on me
And I can't handle the pressure by myself
Will you be there
To guide me
To help me

It was never meant to be like this
Only wanted to hide my feelings
Never wanted to show how weak I am
But it was all inevitable

I never wanted any of this

It was never meant to be like this
Only wanted to hide my feelings
Never wanted to show how weak I am
But it was all inevitable