Even Now (Unreleased Live Performance)

Even now
When there's someone else who cares
When there's someone home who's waiting just for me
Even now
I think about you as I'm climbin' up the stairs and I wonder what to do so she won't see...
That even now...
When I know it wasn't right and I found a better life than what we had
Even now
I wake up cryin' in the middle of the night and I can't believe it still could hurt so bad...
Even now
When I have come so far I wonder where you are

I wonder why it's still so hard without you
Even now
When I come shinin' through
I swear I think of you and how I wish you knew...
Even now...
Even now...
When I never hear your name and the world has changed so much since you've been gone

Even now
I still remember and the feeling's still the same and this pain inside of me goes on and on...
Even now...
Even now...
When I have come so far
I wonder where you are...
I wonder why it's still so hard without you

Even now
When I come shinin' through

I swear I think of you and god I wish you knew...
Somehow...
Even now...